I said to myself I wouldn’t tumblr about this but I think I will, I think it would be nice to make the whole thing come full circle on here, as I remember all the times I would tumblr about you. I just know this is going to be the last relationship I feel the need to tumblr about. I think it’s sad that you choose to insult me to her, that you ran to her, that you lied you wouldn’t like her, that you said you weren’t anything but you’re obviously something. And honestly, I think I’ll be fine. I hope that if you want to be something you will be, and I hope you find happiness in someone as I’m sure one day I will. I had hoped for better things for us, and I believed in better, but life is constantly a surprise, and sometimes it’s a tear inducing shock and upset. But I guess you just gotta roll with the good and the bad and see where you end up. I have my good friends and I’m thankful for every one. I hope we can also be friends some day, good friends at that.
I’m back from my week in Mallorca and eating a fish finger sandwich. All is right in the world. Can’t wait to be travelling again though…
I just looked back on my old blog and was horrified. So much cringe. I am a completely different person now, and so positive again, it is unreal. I had forgotten how much I used tumblr as an escape. So much change, so much good!
If you told a girl in a bar you were an architect but you were only Part 1 qualified would the ARB find out and send you a formal reprimand?
This has definitely crossed my mind (obviously not all too seriously). Forever referring to self as architect.
My mac’s hard drive is recoverable. I bought a Windows laptop, it was a long time coming. My mum just gave me her suit from way back which is grey with a black velvet collar, and I am in love. On Tuesday I go to Mallorca. At the end of this month (delayed due to mac failure) I apply to intern in Shanghai (and try other places too). IT’S ALL HAPPENING.
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Meredith Grey (via thatkindofwoman)
ALL THE RELEVANCE IN THE WORLD.
(Source: dddiva)
Getting anonymous hate was probably genuinely the best part of my day today. Losing my Mac, most probably losing all my portfolio work, realising I am single and not particularly loving it due to the aforementioned, and losing the will to live. Tomorrow be better please, bring me happy news.
I’m not insinuating anything… but if you’re going to send ex boyfriend related hate through my tumblr and then stalk my LinkedIn, it’s making it a bit obvious. I DON’T WANT YOUR BOYFRIEND, AND DON’T WORRY, I AM CURRENTLY RATHER UNSUCCESSFUL. PS I love America, don’t hurt me.
The joy of finally kind of having a portfolio I’m not going to immediately throw in the bin (because I have no other choice) is coming to me.
Bekah is one of my favourite people on tumblr, I don’t know her personally, but she puts her life out there for people to see, as a lot of people do on tumblr, and I admire her completely for everything she does. She is nature mom, adventure mom, naturally beautiful and talented, and everything good. This entry in her personal blog made me smile so much. I hope to be as cool a mom/mum as she is one day. I know I go on about hating kids, and I probably will not like the thought of them for a good few years to come, but damn. So damn cute. I insert what she wrote to both her boys:
‘I assume neither of you will ever be “clean cut”. If by chance you are, well that’s perfectly awesome but I figure you’ll both be too busy working on your bikes or climbing mountains etc… however starting at age 5 for your birthdays (Tristan you have a little over a year) a trip to a nice barber shop for a fresh cut and shave on me is going to be tradition. Then I get to be your arm candy for dinner because let’s just say I’ll always deserve it on the day I gave birth to each of you. Also like it or not you’ll probably always get hand made somethings from me. every. single. year.’
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I am really enjoying life in a new way these days, it probably sounds stupid. I’m getting closer to where I want to be and I’m meeting new people and trying to become a better and stronger person. I have so much love for the friends I keep and the career I want to pursue, and I’m ready to travel endlessly, as always. I have learnt not to settle for anything less than what I deserve and I feel invigorated by the thought of being left to fend for myself in the near future. So this is what living is.
People… people…people are currently ruining Game of Thrones for me right now. I’m gonna have to re-watch this episode.
Currently listening to what is referred to as ‘Doom Jazz’/’Jazz Noire’ and have also been introduced to ‘Thrash Bluegrass’ tonight. All the fun genres.
